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2009-12-02T14:58:00.000-08:00

Hello blogger Im back! mwaha so random.. But since Im gonna turn into sucha homie soon. Blogging might not be a bad idea~ 2 freaking years have passed since I last blogged, IM 19!! (feels so old) Well, all I can say, time really changes a person. (this applies to me) Im currentli...... screwed. but i guess its okay since i always believe in UPS and DOWNS. thou 2009 was a BIG BOO! argh.. Okay shall stop... this post is SO messy. Till then, BYE :)

2007-08-16T03:56:00.000-07:00

SINGLEHOOD.

gappy 3rd month. thou we aint tog nemore thanks for spending it with me
ilu

2007-08-04T03:24:00.000-07:00

Currentli using my love, Jenny's laptop. My laptop's being forcefulli lent to Gaudi Chong. CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEBYE always giving me all these sudden checks _|_ Hahaha but neway, everyone has been asking me why me n Gaudi have been so loving recentli.. We're so glued these days. He kept to his words, devoting all his time to me after moving into his new apartment. He said to me he wanna give his best so i wont have any reasons to leave him.

AWwwwwwwwww so sweeet.

Haha skipped lesson after lunch n went over to his. 2nd meal cooked by him :D At 6pm everyone started preparing n im amazed by how those guys are look conscious. Spending soooooooo much of time on their clothes n hair. Even more draggy than i am. *tsktsk* Northbridge Potblack Tea Fusion Dinner KTV. Gaudi Adonis Kelvin Nong Toby Wai Ho Marshall M Xinyee Nicole Mani Kenny Jo Siuyu Bao. Had so much of fun. Was playing Dice with Gaudi n liquor was strongli controlled by him but still, i almost got drunk.

Sent home by him at 4am.
I wanna stay home today... but hes weakening my stand.

GAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYEEEEEEEEE :D stay pretty

:D

Gaudi's getting me a HP & Pink PSP. Stopit Stopit

2007-07-29T00:16:00.000-07:00

Back from my husband's place. Spent e night there!
HAHAHA got a surprise from him last night n he devoted his whole of last night's time to me. Din even follow his friends to Metro. YAY :D
Northbridge Northbridge Northbridge
Went baq to his place at 3 n supper cooked by him~!(:
So nice hafin him slping beside me :D

I love u, Gaudi
Poo, Bathe n SLEEP

2007-07-28T02:35:00.000-07:00

Clubbing plan cancelled, gonna go over to my BF's place ((:
No more Peter, no more Jordan, no more CK, no more guys. Just you! Gonna stick with u love :D

2007-07-27T01:31:00.001-07:00

Woke up at 12PM yesterday.. Missed morning's lessons. Was planning to attend after lunch's lesson but changed of decision since Jenny skipped it as well.. Stupid ass went Pak Tall wif her BF. Henry came to pick me & Gaudi up n off we went to Carousel.. Gaudi wanted to get daily neccessaties n food for his new house. Night was Henry's farewell dinner. Went baq to HK to finish his college, coming back in 2 yrs time. Kinda miss him :(

Neway _|_
I hate this CHEEEEEEEEEEBYE Eat mah shoot.
Don't start treating me hell good onli when u noticed my coldness its sooooooooooo not being appreciated. Instead, it irks me. Evrione has e right to chase whoever they like.. I hate it when u indirectli threaten to beat him up if hes gonna be there when i club tmr. Like wtf. Dont wanna waste my time quarrelling wif u FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
U.

Off to sleep

2007-07-23T06:53:00.000-07:00

Ginseng made by Gaudi. City with Jenny today. Spent 200 :(
*BROKE*
Jason came to find us during lunch n e couple walked me to Potblack to find Gaudi.
Been so long since i last saw NongNong&Kelvin.. Went back to their place n took a short nap n drank e Lian cha&Ginseng made by Gaudi.. Feeling better. Been sick for some time :(
Dinner n went to look at his new apartment! Sooooooooo pretty&spacious!!! woooooo

HOME!
Sch tmr~
Get well soon love

Bye dumdum world

2007-07-22T07:22:00.000-07:00

Back in Perth!
He drove over to my place wif Jason&Henry at 9+ Finalli seeing him after 8 days!(:

2007-07-20T23:17:00.000-07:00

=(
Got a bad thrashing from Gaudi last night.
My phone shut off just when i was about to reply his text and i stayed uncontactable for 8-9HRS.
HAHAHA n i still tot it as a hilarious matter when i called him e moment i reached home..

GAUDI:'DID U DIE OR SOMETHING?'
ME:'NEVER DIE LA, WAS JUST IN A COMA'
Off went my laughters........
n my call got hanged e next moment _|_

When i called him back, i tried pretending to sound sooooo guilty but still cudnt get away from his CHEEBYE ANGER! WOW 1st time in history a guy ever scolded me so badly.. SO CHEEBYE even Daddy doesnt dare to scold me! ROAR i was so in a shock after n i said i gotta get busy wif other stuff.

I guess he knew i was kinda pissed too. Thou i seriousli don't think i was in any fault. ITS NOT LIKE I CAN STOP MY PHONE FROM SHUTTING OFF. But it just made me realised how much he cares for me *ERHEM* n how bad his temper is TSKTSK *SHAKESHEAD*. So i shall be a forgiving girlfriend and let it pass since he complimented me becomin a better girlfriend infront of our friends. HAHAHA

EVERYTHING SETTLED! :D

2007-07-19T09:05:00.000-07:00

=(
E weather is killing me! *SICK*
Just hanged e phone with my baby... Thou im back here in Spore but we still talk on e phone EVERYDAY wooooooooooooo(: Even so, i still miss him =( O yeah he has gotten a new apartment n moving it next monday! HAHAHA MY SECOND HOME IS READI! LOL!
Went shopping with Mummy at Paragon today.. Got this CK jacket for $340 and Polo tee from Ralph Lauren for $138!((:
N my hair is realli fucking irritating.. E colour just keeps coming off whenever i wash my hair! CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEBYE. Dying my clths, towel and pillowcase RED.

Either tomorrow(fri) or sat KBOX. N fly baq Perth on sunday, Morning.
IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GNA MISS YIHUA!=(

2007-07-18T23:02:00.000-07:00

IM SICK =(
CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEBYE seriousli shucks!

I SERIOUSLI CANT W8 TO BE BACK IN PERTH! =(

-Outforshopping.

GAUDI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-16T10:13:00.000-07:00

16/07

2nd month baby! :D
HAHAHA e longest r/s i ever had n its with you, Gaudi Chong. But its kinda sad we cant spend it tog. Back here in Spore but we still spent 3.17am tog on e phone(: I rilly missed you so much! Cant w8 to fly baq n haf a make up 2nd month celebration! N catch Harry Potter&Transformers wif U((: Rilly wish for this to last.. as long as possible.............................................................

I love you baby
thanks for loving me and putting up with all e shits i put u thru.
APPRECIATED

2007-07-11T22:27:00.001-07:00

*CLAPS*CLAPS*
Im so gappy to say my exams are finalli over! WOOOO even prouder to say i screwed em up cos i hardli even revised for ani subs! WHATEVER :D
O yeah wanna credit my UNIVERSAL CLASS husband for being such an nice asshole during dis period of time! Despite him hafin his hols, he still took e effort to wake up in e morning, drag his ass to sch to drive meeeee, Nic & Jenny out for lunch during e exam break n sendin me home! XOXO(: BIG THANKYOU for all those DAPAOS in e night! Bubble tea n food(: U ROCK MY ASS n CONT ROCKING LOVEEEEEEE

Sorry for all those sillie dumbdumb quarrells i picked with u. I can realli see e effort ur puttin in to change n makin me feel like e most blissful n luckiest bitch on planet! WOOOOOO :D
Baby, sorry for those argues, coldwars n tears. bet i caused u to feel like hell.
Life cant be better with my Baby n Jenny by my side(: Givin in to me always(:
APPRECIATED LOVES!! :D
At times, i wonder how cud they put up with my witfulness. I know i've been such a bitch. CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEBEI.
Thanksthanksthanks.

HA HA HA nother 2 days n i'll be baq in spore(:
Im gonna devote all my time other than slping time to my husband.
LALALA sucha gappy girl :D

4 more days to our 2nd month(:

2007-07-07T01:37:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE HELL.
Exams just next monday n i had a bloody hangover last night! =(
He asked me to acc him to HitStudio, their post exam 1st activity! Only drank less than a bottle of beer and e next moment i cant stand still anymore so sent me home first. Two hours of hangover in the car. All e way lying there like a dead bod. I was too drunk to even climb e wall..
CHEEEEEBEI
He's going Metro again tonight. _|_ HOPE U GET RAPED LA

I went to shop for groceries with my love, Jenny just now. Also bought a bottle of champagne! WOOO((: We're plannin to drink it aft studyin((:
Nother week n i'll be flying back to Spore!
:D

2007-07-03T05:15:00.000-07:00

Hafin my Xams REALLI soon =(
CheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeBEI!
My husband n friends are hafin theirs nw n they are gna start hafin their postxam celebration dis weekend
_|_
Hope he means wat he said bout acc-ing me to studi for my xams.
O yeah returnin to Spore on e 14th of July. Ghost Fest! MWAHAHAHA hope my plane doesn crash or niting liddat! CHOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Cant w8 to meet my Spore ppl! Been 3 months!!~
Neway i might be flyin off to HK aft stayin in Spore for 2-4 days. I've decided to devote these days to my Famili&My baby YIHUA!!(:
Prolli wont haf time fer others. N soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon fly back here.

I WANNA DO WELL FOR MY EXAMS!!! BUY I HAVEN START STUYDING =(

2007-07-02T04:03:00.000-07:00

Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee bei!
Emo emo emo jus listenin to a song =(

It was a choice i made, to let some people fade away from my world just to accomadate that one particular person. Many wudnt understand n wonder how i cud simply just let things back home go so easili. Everything was too sudden. Even for me, to be suddenly so in love? Is it love, i often question myself. Its been so long since i last felt i realli loved someone since 2-3 yrs back.
He appeared right infront of my eyes just on e first day of Orientation, sitting right opp me. At first, it was just a moment's attraction. His outlook i guess. Later, it slowli turned into a crush. Feelings for him started developing. He was all i wanted to take notice, every single lil thing of his. I cudnt get him out of my mind, even for a moment. N soon i realised, he was affecting more than a Crush shud.
An incident brought us to know each other n i found out tat all along, it wasnt one-sided. He felt e same way for me too. He noticed every single lil thing i did. He even knew my name, my DOB n even gotten my Mobile No. from one of my friend. But he was too afraid to take "action". He knew we wud haf communication prob when he overheard my shitty Chinese n Canto Conv with my parents. Soon, we started going out n was realli protected by him. I love this security i get from him, prolli e main reason why i decided to be tog wif him. He made me feel blissed like i nv felt before. His possessiveness was something i nv thot i wud ever njoy from a person. Those lil things i nv imagined a person like him wud ever take notice. Everything he did touched me from e bottom of my heart.
I don't even wna question my love for him, all i wna do nw is to stay by his side.

2007-06-26T03:19:00.000-07:00

AAAAa says:
hey
Kiki & GC says:
I MISS YOU!
AAAAa says:
wassup?
AAAAa says:
crazy
AAAAa says:
what do u want?
Kiki & GC says:
WTH
Kiki & GC says:
is there a problem with me saying i miss you?
AAAAa says:
haha
AAAAa says:
no problem
AAAAa says:
how are u?
AAAAa says:
heard from mummy u everyday go out wor

Kiki & GC says:
HOW ARE U?
Kiki & GC says:
MISSED ME?!
AAAAa says:
but wait
AAAAa says:
are u drunk?

LOL Bet my beloved bro was DAMN shocked with me saying all these stuff!
HAHAHA
PARTY LATER! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D Here i come BABYS!

2007-06-22T01:14:00.000-07:00

On the bloody bloody cold 20th's night. Called a cab n set off with e RedEgg, Gucci Scarf, 2 FHM mag, & e choco cake i baked n w8-ed outside his place for 12!! Supposed to surprise him but Me&Jenny cudnt take e freakin coldness nemore so Kelvin brought Gaudi out n rescued us!! WOOHOO e Cake turned out to be pretty good((: Chilled at his place n got sent home by him! :D
Bought a dozen of RedEggs to sch for his friends on e 21st n all of us got our hand dyed with bloody red! O yeah cooked e noodles ppl eat on their birthday 'ZHANG SHOU MIAN' WTH man im sucha gr8 galfriend! Neways, much effort put in for his 18th n heard from Adonis tat my husband was realli touched&gappy!
Went for dinner at JU LONG, a chinese restaurant for dinner wif his closed friends! 15 peeps n ordered like 10 over dishes! LOBSTERS TOO! Birthday boy treat! Bet it costed soooooooooo much!~
My husband says i bring him good luck! He won everione in Majong n 400 bucks from e Casino. N i told him prolli its e REDeggs. LOL N e crazie fella is hafin a 3 nights birthday celebration. Dino(Pub) tonight n Metro(Club) on sat. Im feelin soooooooooo relunctant but i still hafta drag my arse there cos its HIS birthday zzZz.. Hes soooooo gna get drunk tonite =( *PoutsX*

2007-06-18T03:01:00.000-07:00

1st monniversary on 16th!

On the 15th, we were at his place counting down to 16th's 3.17AM! We passed time lying on e bed, side by side n TADA!! At 3.17am, he turned to me 'Baby, its our first month' N gave me a kiss! OMGOMG -MELTS!!!!!!!!!!!1 He passed me e prez he bought for me, GUCCI belt! NOW WE HAF E SAME BELT, diff colour thou!((: He said he cudnt stand me wearin my CK belt(e initials of 1 of my suitors) n i must wear GUCCI becos e G shall represents his name. I took out from my bag e prez i got for him! GUCCI HPstrap! Haha purposeli chose a gay colour n forced him to wear it!
He has been guuuuuuuuuuud(: Wearin it alws! Im e one alws takin my strap off my neck.

NEWAYS! TODAY Lunch bought back for me! JAP lunchbox AGAIN!((: n yeah we had lunch tog! Peekin at him eatin his food n feelin so blissful to haf him!! Sch was gr8.. becos all my babys NEVER NEVER fail to make me gappy! :D N of cos GAUDI CHONG! Was walkin out of sch towards e bus stop n heard someone shoutin my name ' HO KAH YE'(cantonese name) turned my head n saw my asshole husband tryin to let e whole world noe how aweful my canto name is! So i jus said.. "WHY SHUD I" n cont-ed walkin away with my lover, Jenny. Out of e sudden, someone gave me a hug from behind! OMG! HIM AGAIN! -MELTSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Despite me bein realli nasty to him.. Callin him all e vulgarities n started to rebel against him. He's been realli realli sweet to me! Never ask me to 'COME' 'GO' like what he always did. Yeah my husband is a 'DA NAN REN' n he noes i been quite ungappy bout it. SO. He comes to me now!((:
Sent me home n here im bloggin cos im SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO gappy!

OMGOMGOMG~
BABY! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O yeah, his 18th birthday this thu~ Im plannin to go get Eggs n red colourin tmr! To make him RED EGGS! thou i dont know how X= n Hop hes gonna like e GUCCI scarf i got fer him!

N i jus realised that bloody watch on his hand costs 4000 bucks!
ERHEM! Gonna steal it one day! lol

2007-06-10T23:59:00.000-07:00

OMG was awoke by my husband's calls! He found out from Jenny tat i wasnt in sch due to ERHEM! N got realli worried! He said hes gonna cook me Ginger soup later n send it over! OMGOMG! HE?! :D
I love u laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. GAUDI CHONG!

YOUR THE MIRACLE&MEANING OF MY LIFE!
Our month-nniversary is approachin!((:

2007-06-09T01:53:00.000-07:00

Lalala(:
Last night was sucha gr8 time! Dinner wif my husband&friends once again!
Drunkard chicken, King prawns, Meat, Veg, Calms, Hainanese Chicken n last but not least.. Jap-style TOFU my fav!(:
Hubby's treat bet it costed him a bomb!
I realli wonder is dinner realli tat impt to em? Spendin $100+-200+ on dinner EVERI single nite!

E other 2 couples din join us for dinner, heard from my husband tat Jenny found a Condom in Kelvin's pocket n got realli mad at him. Kelvin still tried to deny it was Henry's. I bursted into luffin while lookin at Henry's SHOCKED n INNOCENT face when my husband told us. Adonis n Nic had a tiff too n me&husband had to put in so much GOOD words for e two infront of e gals.

Farmosa to chillll.. N my husband did a virginity test on me. GUESS HOW! Asked me to close my eyes n pressed his finger on my nose n feelin my nose's bone! It was realli kinda accurate aft testin it on e others. He said thr was at least 10 methods to test it. Neways, e gemini couple got realli bored n started to play wif e bubble tea pearls. Shot it at each other. .Damn hilarious! My husband was bein such an ass! He was askin me why did i do a shit hairstyle n my UP-UP pants looked funni on me =(
ASSHOLE!

Sent me baq to Northbridge to meet up wif my babys, Mira&Evie! CLUBBING TIME! Omg i drank 2 shots of tequilla or however its spelled n one shot of dragon, some of Mira's vodka! Got fcukin high n danced danced danced((: Three of us all got approached. Fuckit. Mine by two angmohs n one black. CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKEN!~ N some ass touched me on my sexy butt! GRRRRRRRRRRR i din tell my boyfriend bout it. Met up wif Canning friends at e club n they say they cud get us e VIP pass for nother club.

Me&Evie left to find her BF n friends at Crown's ktv. Fun guys i swear! We played e ice passin game by e mouth! We were supposd to sit betw e opp sex, each on one side! N e loser hu dropped e ice gotta drink up e barcadi breezer. My lips literalli touched e guys' becos of e freakin ice which melted so much whn it reached to us. Evie was cool wif her fcukin hot BF beside me. LOL neways its jus e fun. Omg freakin niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Watermelon flavour :D I jus realised im gettin better at drinkin alcohol(:

My husband came to pick me up n realised tat Evie's BF friends are actualli his friends. WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. I climbed over e fence to get home! :D
DOZED OFF.

2007-06-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeebye!

AH NONG IS THE BIGGEST ASS I SWEAR! HOW DARE HEEEEEEEE snatch wif me my planned present for my husband's comin birthday! I WAS DAMN WTF when my husband told me tat Ah Nong got for him a Gucci Wallet today when they went shoppin at GUCCI. FUCK MAN! !@@#@$%$%$%^%^%$$###@@
=(
=((

Wat m i suppose to get for him nw?
=(
Neway husband gettin his NEW CLOTHES n NEW HAIRCUT for his birthday! His HABIT!(:
Bet he's gonna look damn good on his BIGDAY! Damn lookin fwd to it!
Oh clubbin wif e gals dis fri/sat!(:

_|_

2007-06-01T22:27:00.000-07:00

GAPPY GAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY BINBIN!(: Jiejie loves u n i noe u noe it! Dun worry, i'll get u a prezzie n post it baq! MUCHLOVESXZ(:

Last night was 3 couples night out!
GAUDI&KIKI
ADONIS&NICOLE
KELVIN&JENNY
!

My husband came to pick us up n off we head to northbridge for yumyum dinner! We slacked ard before eatin n onli ate dinner at 10+ The food was so fuckin niceeeeeeeeeeee!(: Im so gonna get fatttttt! I've been eatin so much more aft dinin wif my husband&friends almost evri single night!
Durin dinner, my husband&ah nong asked me
'What do u do after watchin Apian?'
In my mind, i was wtf? Why are u guys so dirty minded n answered
'Off e dvd player?'
They asked me to gif nother answer but i cudnt.
Tsktsk in e end, THEIR ans is 'Change to DISCB(in chinese)'
Felt so like slappin their faces man!

E 3 couples headed to couple spot aft dinner. To da riverside millpoint! Yeah e other two couples were busy romantic-ing while me n my husband were sooo busy playin ard. We played racin game, see hu cud run faster. N i njoyed my night kickin his flat ass n bein slammed ard by him(:

Dropped me&jenny home n i had a heart-to-heart talk wif my husband! It feels so good to b able to share ur evritin wif ur e other half. Hubby suggested Frementle for seafood tonite.

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU GAUDI!
trueli, madli, deepli do!

2007-06-01T04:45:00.000-07:00

Kiki & GC says:
老婆...從來沒有那麼渴望過和一個人好好的再一起....你的出現讓我不知不覺的愛上你....我是真的很愛很愛你....老婆不管怎樣我都會在你的身邊...不管發生甚麼事情....都不要自己一個人去面對...永遠還要很久...但是我想要跟你一起度以後的每一個節日....不管是開心還是不開心的過每一天....只要有你,就足夠了...~!!!!!!

2007-05-30T08:10:00.001-07:00

Kiki & GC says:
老婆...我好愛你..我想看到開開心心的你...我不想冷落你...可能跟我朋友再一起的時候...我不沒有怎麼理你..忘記了你...對不起....以後記得,如果這樣的話你要告訴我...
KIKI says:
哈哈别傻了。。我能体谅好不好。。不用担心我感到冷落。。
Kiki & GC says:
我不想這樣..因為我保持這樣下去,我們的感情會不好...
Kiki & GC says:
我儘量的去改掉我的缺點...儘量的去保護我們的愛情...想盡方法去保持我們現在擁有的快樂...好好的在一起....因為老婆~!老婆我真的愛你....好愛好愛你~!!
KIKI says:
你已经很好了。。不用改变什么。。应为我就是爱你。。爱你的好，也爱你的坏。就是爱你。
Kiki & GC says:
好害怕會忽略你..時間久了就會吵架...
Kiki & GC says:
我好愛你老婆....我能做的就是儘量的去少範一點錯誤,...因為就算不能永遠....我也很想長久..不管發生甚麼事情,我都想在你身邊陪你度過...希望你也是一樣...每次看到你和我的照片,我就感到很幸福...很幸福...我好愛這種感覺....`
Kiki & GC says:
老婆..永遠這兩個字真的那麼讓你不能相信嗎?我相信一定有些事情讓你無法在相信它....但是我想好好的跟你在一起...好好的保護你....愛你...不關時間多久,我都覺得很=開心...很開心..

2007-05-30T05:58:00.000-07:00

Awefulli SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET day started off wif a call from my husband to collect e breakfast he bought for me!(:

I swear today was sucha a tirin shit day! ROAR kept hafin e thot of skippin lessons but i din!(: N my bestest friend din come.. JORDAN UH! Tsktsk -shakeshead but whatever i'll be seein him tmr!
Durin ELACS, Lyn asked me out of class for a talk.. I tot she was gonna tell me off for alws skippin n bein late for her lessons. In e end, it was all jus bout losin my summary. PHEWWWWWW!
I was sooo damn relieved 'Nah no worries'
But she kept apologisin! 'No its not, i turned my whole house upside down. Im realli sorry bout it. Neway, u did a good job on it' Yeah din studi for tat assignment at all but i scored well!(:

Sch ended at 515 n my husband came to pick me&Jenny up. N my husband n gang had alreadi planned for our hols. He said to me in canteen tat hes not lettin me home from tmr to monday. I seriousli hope he was jokin! Went for chinese cuisine AGAIN! YumYummmmmmmmmmm(:

Last night, i received a msg from my husband
'老婆！我不要勉强得来的爱情！我想要你真的爱我！我不想每次听到分手这两个字！因为我会很难受！'
I was like wtf?
Its all my bad.. Im alws makin him feel so insecure. =(
But its realli hard for me to xpress my feelins for him. Like how much i love him!

2000 bucks n i put aside 600 bucks for his Gucci!

I love you Gaudi,
seriousli do.

2007-05-29T06:15:00.001-07:00

My blooody husband made a confession to me! N tat is.... He has lost his virginity since 2 yrs ago? Fuck that! CHEAPPPPPPPPPP! Grrrrrrrrrrrr. If time cud be turned baq, i wud rather be kept in e darkkkkk! An inexplicable feelin aft hearin n therefore i jus walked out for a smoke wif Jordan n started whinnin to my bestest friend. I was kinda mad n he sensed it but WTH shud i be mad for, not tat i knew him since 2 yrs baq n he cheated on me or wat. His friends came confrontin me 'Do u realli mind so much?' I was like....... 'NOOOOOOOOO Fuck tat! not as if im gonna lose mine to him' MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D

Jordan acc-ed me to w8 for my MR Im-not-a-virgin in e canteen, n yeah went to eat wif my hubby aft sch!((: He said he's soooooo goin baq to spore wif me durin July. N i was like WTH no pls! He has alreadi planned for Dec. Acc-ed me baq to Spore n i go baq wif him to HK. Hahahaha tat's like 6-7 mths? ERHEM hu knows wat might happen by then. WHATEVER~~

Jordan asked me to acc him to Frementle dis Thurs. Permission from my husband first!(:

2007-05-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

HUBBY HUBBY HUBBY!
LOL end of coldwar. Actualli it ended 1hr after it started. He called n apologise n baq to loveli dooobi(:
Hahaha handphoneS spotcheck by hubby today. N yeah, i kinda failed it. He checked so thorougli n asked for xplanation for 'those msges'. TSKTSK -shakeshead. I alreadi told him last nite if he realli saw anythin, it was before we got tog. N i haf not done niting unfaithful aft we got tog. So yeah, he kinda understands(:

Finalli, we became alil high profile in sch today. Went over to his table n two butts shared one chair! HAHAHA n practicalli evrione hu noes me came tellin me im soooooooooooooo not me today JUS becos i wore baggy pants? Like WTF! My husband oso tot i was kinda weird but he said he likes it becos we had e same style today!

Aft sch, played ard wif my hubby before me&jenny headed to Kawarawa. BUT! Dumb dumb us took e wrg bus n went alllllllllllllllll e way to Cannington. Within 15 mins, my hubby&Henry reached n drove us to e City for dinner! YAY!!!!!! Dinner wif hubby(: Neways, durin dinner.. the 3 couples cracked dirty jokes n i BURSTED into laughters, like e whole restaurant was filled wif my laughters. So my hubby kept coverin my mouth. Realli fun bein wif em!!!!!!!(: N of cos Gaudi chong!

I spent my fuckin 2000 by dad in fuckin less than 2-3 weeks! Luckili my dad's e bestest! Called him up n he said he alreadi transferred nother 2000 to my Acc. Hopefulli i'll receive it dis wed or best by tmr!
My husband was so lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! He said he's gonna get a pink Gucci next week to match me! GAYNESS!

REMINDER:SAVE MONEY FOR HUBBY's BIRTHDAY

Mwahaha i feel so gappy today!
Gaudi chong rocks my ass!((:

2007-05-27T05:32:00.001-07:00

Fuck you Gaudi chong!

COLDWAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

iloveyoustill

2007-05-26T14:41:00.000-07:00

TADA! HOMEEEEEE~
Mwahs gappy birthday darlings Evie&Jenny!(:
Husband came to pick me up n met his friends for dinner. Head to Hitstudio after dinner n celebrated Jenny's birthday. HIGHNESS ktv-ing man! LOL Metro at 1. CLUBBING!
Met Mira, Ck n ben! Ben treated me to a shot n yeah came e highness to dance~ Danced wif Mira hu was alreadi so fcukin high! N yeah of cos my husband! LALALA whole night e onli guy i danced wif! LOL realli gr8 fun man.. gettin high tog wif him.

Met Jenny, Kevin n my husband drove us home!
Laundry tmr! Bloody helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.
O yea gappy birthday GENEVIEVEho(:
Love ya all heaps heaps
N OF COS
GAUDI CHONG!((:

!

2007-05-25T11:08:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU GAUDI CHONG!
Trueli, madli, deepli. More than anione else i loved before, n much more than i cud even imagine.
Sorry for upsettin u these days =( Those coldness n attitudes. I din noe u wud get so affected by it. I realli din mean it baby =(

He skipped sch n went to pick his 'bro' up from e airport but still he came to pick up from sch n drove us to e City. Actualli i was alreadi on Han's car when he called.. 'Im reachin in 5 mins, dont u dare leave' Yeah he gets so piss off whenever he hears im out wif guys. Neways, things haven been goin right for us. Spendin too lil time thou we're like seein each other EVRI SINGLE DAY. Jus afew hours is enuff to make me miss him like fuck. Cant imagine one day without him. I SWEAR IM SO GONNA DIE =(
Acc Evie to get her clubbin clths, jordan came to meet us later. Evie n jun left n so me&jordan spent like e remainin night in City wanderin ard. Its nice wif Jordan ard.. thou i was so dead alreadi.
Countdown for Evie's at Kingspark n so me&jordan headed to kingspark first since e rest were gona get drinks. N yeah tat upsetted my husband again. Me&jordan jus lied down, lookin at stars n singin BonJovi's Always! So romantic.. n i wished Gaudi was there =(
My UNIVERSALworldclass husband was bein so nice to send e gals to club n jordan baq to his friend's.
Outside my place, He talked to me n WARNED me to NEVER go out wif guys alone ever again. N when i told him bout e guy jordan told me abt hu has a crush on me, he said he's gonna announce to e whole sch tat IM HIS on monday. WTFman but realli sweeeet(:

For him, im gonna be a good girl!
No words cud explain my love for him.

2007-05-23T04:57:00.000-07:00

9missed calls from my husband when i woke up in e mornin!~

Me&Jenny skipped mornin's info system n Wayne confiscated our baggies LOL! The whole bloody 2 HRs we were at e bloody toilet chattin! :D She said she thinks me& my husband look realli compatible tog! 'SHUAI GE MEI NU' LOL i felt realli gappy aft hearin it la! N she added tat im alws makin my husband realli lost.. Becos all his Xs were REALLI REALLI obedient when they were wif him. Im like e 1st who dares to go against him n alws causin him to be so worried sick.

Received his call sayin tat he might be sent baq 'SHI QING KAN LAI YAN ZHONG, NI HAI SHI KUAI QU ZHAO DI ER GE BA' I was like WTF n 'HAO, XIAN ZAI JIU QU ZHAO' HAHAHA skipped afternoon's info system n went to acc JORDAN at e library! I've been hangin out wif Jordan so often i think my husband is jealous. 'YAO SHI KE ER ZHI, YING WEI NI SHI WO DE' POSSESSIVE MAN n I LOVEEEEEEEEE!(:

Took a bus to e CITY wif Nicole&Jenny to e City to find Me&Nicole's men. LOL althou i said tat i wud come straight home aft sch today but i felt e need to see my husband. We've to meet up n sent back home by him EVERYDAY! :D

We've like 4 days hols next week n my husband suggested to go on a cruise or stayover at intercontinental hotel n he's gonna prepare 1000 bucks for e casino. LALALA! :D

I love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
GAUDI CHONG(:

2007-05-22T07:21:00.000-07:00

IM SUCHA TIRED PERSON FOR E WHOLE OF TODAY! =(
I kept fallin aslp during lessons! LOL. Neways i think i fucked my Econs test up! Grrrrrr. I din studi for ani of dis week's test. SO DEAD i swear im gonna start studyin! YAY! :D

Went to e City wif Evie&Mira after sch n NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!~ I spent 200 bucks! Not on clths! Grr those Cha bors wanted to get clubbin clths!

Intercontinental hotel for dinner wif Auntie Goh to collect stuff from mummi.. N my husband came to pick me up after my dinner.

THE END.
Oh i've tot of my husband birthday prez! START SAVIN MONEY!!!!!!

I LOVE GAUDI CHONG!:D

2007-05-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

Omg it started off realli bad. I felt so like shoot when i heard things bout my husband on my bloody birthday! Got me realli so upset n therefore i refused to talk to him AT ALL! Jus kept walkin away whenever he approached me. He kept confrontin me again n again n i cud see he was realli worried n LOST. Like why e sudden fuckin change of attitude towards him.

N i ruined my own birthday surprise planned by him since two weeks ago! LOL. Saw he n his group of friends walkin towards me wif a cake in his hand n prezzie! But i jus kept walkin away n away n away. So they guys jus kept followin me ard e skool.. MY HUSBAND WIF E CAKE IN HIS HANDS. I think e whole sch will prolli think he got rejected by me or smth. Neways, i talked to him bout it n yeah decided to forgive him! I guess i was e one being so bloody petty. Grrr he mars haf felt so like slappin me! HAHAHAHA.
I cud still remem Evie's reaction..
'OMG KIKI! HE'S SO SWEET! JUST FORGIVE HIM! I WISH MY BF WUD DO THESE TO ME MAN'

Skipped info systems n went to e CITY wif jordan. Later, Jordy challenged my husband at pool. ERHEM! After pool, my husband brought me to a Japanese restaurant at City for dinner. YUMYUMYUM! :D HAHAHA i called my baby up n let her speak to my husband. It was realli funni hearin em talk to each other! But neways, i know baby thinks my husband is so cute? Or prolli its jus me?! MWAHAHAHA

O yeah thanks AUNTIE HA for bakin me tat realli loveli cake n thanks husband for tat BOUGHT-cake!
I love evrithing u done today! :D
I KNOW U KNOW I LOVE U! HEAPS HEAPS HEAPS!(:

Once again, i cant help but to feel like e most blissful person on earth!
THANKS GAUDI CHONG
n to evrione's wishes n prez!
Never never going unappreciated.

TIME TO START PLANNIN FOR HIS BIRTHDAY SURPRISE WHICH IS IN A MONTH!
But first, SAVE MONEY!

Last but not least, this is to Gaudi chong, Thanks for rockin my world n do cont rockin! :D

2007-05-20T10:05:00.001-07:00

+61401173823

Typed e wrong no. LOL

2007-05-20T00:08:00.000-07:00

1 order from my husband n here i'm still at home ALONE! WTF! Was supposed to go over to CK's house wif Junnie becos CK called n asked me over he said he feels like seein me. I told him i'll be going onli if Jun's going. I texted my husband askin for permission n he replied 'xiang dou bie xiang' which means NO WAY. How gr8... now Jun agreed to go n Jenny went over to Yumin's place. IM HOME! Im realli amazed by myself bein sucha good girl. Its like.. I NEVER listened to anibodi. Not even my parents. N nw im allowin myself bein dominated by Gaudi chong. But im cool.. for him.. WHATEVER!(:

O YES! To my husband, can u stop hanging my phone without a bye right after u said wat u had to say! Its kinda WTF u know. Thou im always not pickin up ur calls n hanged a couple of ur calls without bye becos i din understand wat were u sayin.
THANKS n i love u still!

Hahaha he's comin to pick me up later!
O yea my BIgday tmr! Those asses whom are/were relativeli closed to me pls ring me up! If not i'll slap u real hard when im baq!

+618401173823

CALL! hurhur(:

I love my husband more each day! :D

2007-05-19T10:19:00.000-07:00

My husband's makin me hesistate whether i shud go baq to spore dis july. I told him after 2 months, prolli we wud be less dependent on each other n its onli for a weeeeek! He replied sayin im e first gal he feels so like STICKING to. TSKTSK wna make me melt or wat!
*struggles*

I miss him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fuckin much!~ Jus haven seen him for hrs =(
*POUTS*

I made someone cried
i feel bad =(

2007-05-19T05:34:00.000-07:00

OMFG! I was jus talkin bout savin for my husband's birthday prez ytd n i jus spent like 500 bucks today! Hahaha but neway i din regret! Bought boots, heels, n clothes for my birthday! Jun&Evy were like going 'OMG kiki u shud buy it! Gaudi's nose so gonna bleed' HAHAHA I WISH! Penang food restaurant for dinner IT RAWKS! We're going again next week! Went over to Potblack to find Jordan&friends n i saw my husband n his Xgalfriend. N i had to keep tellin myself, 'Im cool im cool.....' Lol acc-ed my husband at potblack n he sent me home!

COUNTDOWN TMR! :D
lalala.

I LOVE MY HUSBAND!
GAUDI CHONG!

off to bathe& STUDY!

2007-05-18T09:54:00.000-07:00

Kawarawa for Nandos wif Hanxian&Junnie!

Baby came to pick me up at 6plus n off to our usual hangout place! NORTHBRIDGE!
Korean food wif baby n friends for dinner! GOOD STUFF AGAIN!(: Hahaha i met Jordan n friends n went to chill wif em for a shortwhile while baby was snookering! After dinner, we went to Southperth millroad wif Nicole&Adonis! ERHEMERHEM! :D

Shits happened. Hahaha mum threatened to send me baq to spore. Talked to mummy bout my july trip baq to spore, told her prolli i might not be returnin. Baby is askin me not to goooooooooooooo. If im not going, i cud stay at his place. BUT i kinda miss my spore people! SEE HOW~

Jun says i shud lie low this week.. Hahaha but neways, countdown dis sun wif baby!
Grrr his birthday is in a month's time n i need to start savin for GUCCI for my Gucci siao BF.

Hope Evy&people are hafin fun clubbin nw!
Shoppin tmr! Boots, CLOTHES! :D

Baby's gettin his new car!(:

I love u Gaudi chong!

2007-05-17T06:55:00.000-07:00

Hahaha on phone wif my baby Evy now(:

IM A SO GAPPY GAL (:
My dear Evy has VERY good impression on my baby(: She keeps remindin me to appreciate him n of cos i noe i'll n i do app him(:

LONG DAY AT SCH AGAIN! I actualli wanted to skip lessons today, go city wif Jordan n guys but Baby ordered me not to! N yes SUSHI takeaway by him for my lunch again!(:

Went to Carousel wif Evy n guys for shoppin! He came to pick me& my dear Evy up from Carousel.. N off we head to Northbridge for dinner! Dinner was sooooooooooooooo yumYUM again :D

Baby was complainin bout me not spendin enuff time wif him.. Haha n so im plannin to devote my weekend to my baby!(: TO KINGSPARK AGAIN!!? Tat romantic place me n evy has been dyin to go tog! I shall ask Evy to come along(:
Its realli niceeeee to noe ur bestfriend has a realli good impression on ur BF. N i can hang out wif both of em at e same time :D
Evy's birthday clubbin next weeek n my boyfriend is comin along!(:
IM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!(:

Baby overheard me n evy's conv. Bout 'he' wantin to get me a HP on my birthday. N Baby got quite pissed, 'Does he knows we're tog? If u wan a phone, i shud be e one gettin for u n not him'
TSKTSK

4 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY! N prolli gonna celebrate wif my friends this sat cos Baby said my time on monday onli belongs to him!(:

I love GAUDI heaps heaps heaps! (:

2007-05-16T07:23:00.000-07:00

GEMINI MAN

A man in this Zodiac has a thin long and proportional face. He has a high
forehead and very cleaver. He looks like he can not stand or sit still, a
very fast person. His nose is just right in size, thin lips, talk fast and
very talkative. He can think faster than he talks, but once he start
talking, he will talk non stop as if god has gifted him with that special
talk machine mouth. He likes to cut his hair short and he is very athletic.
He is a tall, slim and every movement of his is "Fast" or nearly call
"Hyperactive".

He has a long fingers and always tapping on table or moving his finger as if
he is trying to grab something. He is the type who will write or scribble on
paper, he never stay still. His hair always well comb or neat. He will spent
a long time to comb his hair. He will keep his manicure and pedicure clean.
He is a well dress and clean guy, so if you like cleanliness, you will love
him.

He will keep all his cloth in big closet, and never throw away even shirts
he never wear any more, but yet he still keep buying new cloths and make
sure he is in style. He knows how to dress well even with a low budget. He
get bored easily with his favorite cloths , cologne. He is very picky, so
soap and his cologne even have to be in the same trend or same scent.

If you date this kind of guy, you might think you are dating 2 guys, you
will have to guess his feeling and emotion. Is he doing thing because it is
a duty, or is it because he wants to?

He change his mind as fast as he change a new pairs of shoes. He can pick up
a book and roughly read through and understand it's contents, so if you see
a Gemini man who reads the whole book, then he must be influenced by other
Zodiac.

He hate to set fix schedule, and dislike a boring same routine job. He could
hardly be on time, and can only keep time if it is complete important and
necessary. He does not come late because he forgets, but because he always
find other attractions along the way. He likes to act opposite to what he
wants to do. He is a very good speaker and make a very good politician. He
can easily persuade other people and well presented himself in public, a
real charmer. If he is a writer, he will write the best seller.

He always search for truth and constantly study himself. He never satisfy
about his fame, his reputation or money, because he thinks he deserved more.
He will keep searching even he is not sure what is his ultimate
satisfaction.

Woman in love normally wants to feel secure and stable, but if you fall in
love with this guy be prepare to be alone. He will come to see you when he
feels like it. He won't even know how he spent his days everyday, so adjust
yourself if you love him.

Dating him is like dating 2 guys, so today he can tell you how much he loves
you, but tomorrow he might call you to cancel your date. When he upsets, he
could tell you he hate your dress, even it is the same dress he used to tell
you make you look very sexy. Do not ask him why he is that's way for he
won't have any explanations too. When he is back to normal mood, he will
take you out again and forget what just happened.

You can not expect him to be the same person now, and forever. His changes
will depend on you, for better or for worst. If you like to take risk and
dare for challenges, you will get along with him fine. He keeps his
emotional secretly as if hiding it, so you will not be able to see if he
crazy in love with you, or does not give a damn at all, but be calm and
patient.

He will never leave you if he thinks you are a puzzle, then he will spent
times solving this puzzle.

GEMINI WOMAN

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast
movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do
many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel
like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the
word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her
life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many
different characters.

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all
the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in
love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she
likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad
side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting
you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her
conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects.
She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you
feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she
can stand alone firmly an comfortably.

She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all
your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit
person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can
give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for
yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and
many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and
later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to
meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly
waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend.
She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you
break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her
nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac.
Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor
,so her love life can be complex or a mess.

She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a
prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple
ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows
what she belief today can be different tomorrow.

She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted
linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it
straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and
accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will
not lie.

She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and
tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content
with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more.
Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an
answer.

Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be
beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk
side by side with her, together and equally.

2007-05-15T08:17:00.000-07:00

Nobodi can be sweeter than him :D

BLOODY HELL! today's temp was 7dg! Blooody cold! =(
He skipped morning's lessons. Made me missed him so much! =( But his sweetness stays wif me(:
Adonis came to me wif a cup of hot milo durin breaktime 'Gaudi's order!'
Mwahaha he came to sch durin lunchtime wif a jumper n JAPanese lunchbox for me(:
My friends were all so envy n even thou i was sooooo full tat i tot i was gonna xplode, i tried finishin it! :D

Me&Jun acc-ed Evy to Taye's college to find her man n some shits happened. But glad tat evriting is fine nw! Mwahaha went baq to Northbridge for Gelare! Haha he was jus opp of Gelare, Potblack. He came to find me n got upset becos i told him i cant acc him for dinner.. A coldwar broke out between us n i jus went off wif my gals to e busport. Moments later, he called n said to send us home. Aft sendin my gals home, i decided to acc him to dinner! Hahaha n we're back to normal! YAY :D

Gaudi's jealous bout CK callin me evri single night
=(

GAUDI :D

2007-05-14T06:51:00.000-07:00

HE jus sent me home(:

Grrrr i shudnt haf trusted some asshole's words. He got so worried n drove to my place last nite when i started treatin him so coldli. He told his friends.. since Chris used 2 years to get me(e fact tat he din get me), he shall use 2 yrs to w8 for me. N when he said something, he wud then be able to do it. Neway i trust him(:

He needs me, n so do i(:

Hahaha
He bought me SUSHI for lunch(:
I skipped lessons n went to e CITY wif Ntica! N Gaudi got jealous becos i ate dinner wif nother guy instead of him.

Nothin better to do after dinner, n so Ntica suggested to drive me to a Romantic place. COUPLES' SPOT. Southperth, Millroad where able to see e City's night view. Gaudi got so worriedd n insisted to pick me up. It was realli funni to see his xpression when he got off e car n asked 'What are u guys doing here?' n he kept gifin Ntica those 'killer' eyes. N yes back by his side(: N he drove me home! *erhemerhem*

I FEEL LIKE THE LUCKIEST PERSON ON EARTH now! Hahaha i love his nags n of cos him(:
Mwahaha :D I shall be a gdgal n stop hangin out wif guys! N! No more YES for dates!
Hahaha he's more than enuff! ALL i need :D
This weekend... jus FOR HIM(:

One.. you're like a dream come true
Two.. just wanna be with you
Three.. BOY its plain to see
That you're the only one for me
And four.. repeat steps one through three
Five.. make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I start Back at One

Its hilarious how he still doesnt know bout my BIG CRUSH over him (:

GAUDI :D

2007-05-13T04:32:00.000-07:00

He said he wants to be e one who gives me happiness. He doesnt want me to be on my own. Even thou i've not accepted him n we're still off status, he wants me to depend on him n he'll keep on w8ing.

I must admit. Whenever im wif him, I feel myself to be e most blissed n blessed person on e planet! Sometimes, he seems too good, n times wif him are nothin but gappiness. Everything seems way too perfect to be true. Yes jus like a fairytale. N he's e first person hu makes me feel dis way.. Someone whom i can realli depend on n trust. Someone whom im willin to gif everythin up, jus for him. But still, im hesistating, somethin is pullin me back. Not others but myself.

Alil more time.

N DESPO! Eat my SHITS n do die! Stop actin like im e one doing u wrong! I knw wat is goin on over there. Im not some ignorant person u might think im. So! Whatever we said before, are over! U're not even bloody worth my 1 sec of time. BULLSHIT! Prolli things wudnt be like nw if u're willin to sacrifice! Even alil more. BUT no! Ur jus so self-centered, so urself! U're xpectin me to stay e same, when ur doin practicalli nothin! *PUKES*
Jus go fcuk ani gal on e street n fuck off me! *GRRRR*

Off to work(:

GAUDI(:

(:

2007-05-12T12:48:00.000-07:00

Time:349am
n
I jus reached home! Luckili Auntie HA doesnt know if not im so in deep shit!

It was a busy night...

Dad called me before i went out, he jus transferred 2000 bucks into my acc, hopefulli i can get it by monday becos my ACC is kinda broke! GAUDI came to pick me up n off we head to Frementle to watch his friends drift. Jus stayed for a short while n after went baq to Northbridge to haf dinner at some HK cafe. HITstudio n wished his friend gappy birthday.. Adonis&Nicole later joined us n we all went for nightwalk ard e CITY. He tried ERHEM afew times but FAILED!

Me&Nicole later had a talk n she was tellin me tat GAUDI announced he's realli serious bout me. I was SO shocked when i heard GAUDI din say all these when he was wif his previous Xs. She told me tat they all cud see tat he's serious bout me. Imagine him, most gals wud be sendin themselves up to him. He cud jus easili play around. She asked me to consider.

Some SHITS happened, Me&Nicole cudnt get into e club becos we were wearin shoes therefore we headed to GAUDI's place. OMFG. It's like some hotel's PENTHOUSE or smth. BUT! IT WAS REALLI REALLI MESSY! It has e view of perth too. GORGEOUS PLACE!!

Went to DINO for some drinks (i din drink alcohol) n here im...
HOME!
Im soooo gonna stay home n revise tmr!(:

GAUDI calls me a lil princess!(:
My prince?

BYE WORLD :D

2007-05-12T00:07:00.000-07:00

Hahaha im acc-ing GAUDI to watch his friends DRIFT later at night(:
I feel realli bad not pickin up dates' calls. But whatever, its all for him(:

2007-05-11T09:58:00.000-07:00

Sweet sweet SWEETEST night! :D

Math test was fucked up! Grrrrrr.
Headed to CITY aft sch! Was supposed to do shopping but Jo&HanXian&Tica n friends came to find me so i left my gals n went to eat wif em! Walked walked walked......~
N Hanxian's always going
'Hey kiki a guy jus noticed u' again n again TSK! N i've gotten my first prezzie from HANXIAN :D I was jus kiddin wif him but he realli bought it! Loveya bestie!(:

GAUDI came to pick me up at 6+ n we joined his friends at e restaurant. It was GAUDI's treat becos his best buds Kelvin&Adonis haf gotten their gals! LOL GAUDI's friends are REALLI VERY FUNNI i swear! Hahahaha i took a long long time to finalli figure e 'dirty stuff' they were jokin abt!

GAUDI drove up e peak n we 'Keng Gai-ed' It was realli nice to hear him tellin me more abt himself!(: HAHAHAH it was so romantic!~ OMGAUDI!(: Went baq to POTBLACK n his friend drove us to e beach! I fell aslp on e car IN GAUDI'S ARMS n onli realisin we were at e beach when i woke!

The whole night i was damn WELL protected by MR GAUDI(: I love e way he's alws so possessive of me! He practicalli shouted at his friends to tk gd care of me when he was jus leavin me for a short while. With him around, im always safe i know(:

He said he will call me again tmr! :D
Lalala!~

Today, someone came to tell me this guy told her this
'If i cud get KIKI, i wud definiteli treat her like a princess'
Hahaha im alreadi treated like a princess by GAUDI CHONG(:

KPOS!

GREEN bebe loves MAN says:
may i ask sometHIng
KIKI says:
yeah
GREEN bebe loves MAN says:
err
GREEN bebe loves MAN says:
MAY i k w what's the reLAtionsHIp between u and gaudi now
KIKI says:
friends

GAUDIKIKI:D

2007-05-10T09:13:00.000-07:00

HE drove to my place just now! Hahaha! (:
Neway CK called... I jus passed e phone to Jun. It sounds rilly funny hearin CK whinnin to Jun bout me. LOL. Oh Wish me luck in my maths test tmr! I din studi for it AT ALL! Hahaha im gonna call him before bed(:

I miss those people in spore (:
Not spore

2007-05-10T02:38:00.000-07:00

We hugged each other's jumper to sleep last night! HAHAHAHA he likes e scent on mine but i think he's wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy nicer! :D

I skipped morning's ACC, went over to Mira's place to finish up my Econs&Elacs. I had a REALLY badBAD and WORS-EST hairday of my life! =( n was spendin most of the time fixing my hair rather thano n those deadli assignments.

Gaudi was playing bball when i left sch.. He actualli asked me out for dinner tonight but i cant! *POUTS* But its okay becos we're still meeting tmr night after shoppin wif those siao cha bors! HAHAHAHA YES SHOPPING AGAIN! :D I hope daddy has transferred $$$ to my pathetic acc. Spent $900 in 2 weeks! TSKTSK.

Oh i went to sch wif Jenny today n she said she's reali scared of me when i dont open my mouth. Very unapproachable! N she's realli gappy tat i talked to her. Hahaha a realli sweet girl! She told me bout Phoebe when we were on e bus.. She badmouthed me infront of GAUDI n therefore got GAUDI pissed! N she still had e cheek to phone me up crying.. saying it was all becos of me tat GAUDI n gang doesnt wanna haf anything to do wif her anymore. WTF. Its like i still tried my best to help u xplain things to GAUDI n this is what i get! IM SO GLAD we've NOTHING to do wif each other now! GRRRRRRRR!

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
Well I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise

In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart
Till my dying day

2007-05-09T06:29:00.000-07:00

Guess who sent me home? YES GAUDI GAUDI GAUDI! :D
Hahaha e honey i made for him almost killed him. (supposingli to make him better) Cos i added 5 spoons of honey n he felt rilly bad after drinkin ALL yes i forced him to! Feel so guilty *pouts*
Went to Mira's place wif Evy after sch n we ate KFC.. Slacked.. Chatted n they taught me ECON. O man so mani parties comin up! We're plannin to club on Evy's birthday! which is 2 weeks l8r! Rilly sooooooooooo lookin forward to it! Ben&Mira, Evy&herbf,Fabian n i'll prolli ask Gaudi to come along ALL HOTSTUFF I SWEAR n mani others! Evy was askin me to go to this Costume party this weekend. But before tat i gotta seek permission from Auntie Ha n Mummy! Tica picked us up n off we head to Carousel for MILKSHAKES! Hahaha Gaudi came to pick me up after that n here im home, still in his JUMPER. Yeah we xchanged JUMPER. LOL i can smell his scent on me which rilly rilly makes me RILLY happy! :D

I like the way u always hold me. I like the way u keep me safe even on e safest 'human roads'. I like the way u disallow me to leave ur side. I like the way u pulled me back when i was just leaving for a SHORT while. I like the way u appear infront of me just secs after i left u. I like the way u notice me, n e slightest thing i do. I like the way u think e DUMBEST note i wrote was cute. I like the way u finished e honey i made even thou it tasted horrible. I like the way u refuse to send me across the road jus becos nother guy was e one sending me home. I like the way u said u wud dote on me. I like the way u joked bout wanting to kill me. I like the way u give in to me. I like I like I like.......
n above allllllllllllllllll
I like u(:

GAUDI!!
(sorry for fallin aslp on u AGAIN)

2007-05-08T02:58:00.000-07:00

TSKTSK! I fell aslp on Gaudi last9! =(

Din see Gaudi during breaktime so i texted n asked if he was feelin better. Poor him, still feelin sick but he still came to sch durin RECESS to see me! Mwahaha(:

After sch, i went to lunch wif Kingsley, Han& Ntica (: N bloooody hell Kingsley scolded me a canto vulgarity that got me so agitated tat i wanted to jump off Han's lexus. Han's rilly rich man onli 18 n drivin Lexus.. *envys*pouts* He actualli wanted to get a Ferrari can! N im realli a lucki person.. Wif friends drivin me here n there! LOL!
Tsktsk. Aft lunch Ntica&Kingsley acc me to w8 for Junnie xtra lessons to end.. Tmr's my turn! =( I got so boreddddd n therefore wrote a dumb note to Gaudi n left it on his car. HAHAHAHA im alws bullyin Gaudi till he wanted to kill me n i dun mind dyin in his hands :D

Izz says he sees no reasons why im not attached other than me bein picky! Got me nothin to say. But sometimes, seein friends around me bein troubled by r/s reminds me tat its really hard to maintain a r/s. N i dun wan to go thru e SHITS r/s cud put me thru. Its either i rilly give my best or nothing at all. N i need a guy hu cud commit as much as i cud too (:

Yeah, i once said tat my next BF is gonna be my future hubby! We shall see
N daddy's constantli remindin tat i cant haf a bf till im 21!
WTF.

Yay Gaudi jus texted me...
OFF :D

2007-05-07T05:33:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA i was on e phone wif GAUDI last night AGAIN!(:
His voice is enuff to make me go GAGAS over him(:
Neway, GAUDI said hes gonna plan my birthday for me.. I was actualli NOT lookin fwd to my birthday at all but becos of him, NOW IM REALLI LOOKING FORWARD TO IT :D
No parties needed, jus him = more than enuff!

It feels so good.. No need for peeks at him.. No more shitty feeling jus becos i dun get to see him after sch before i go home. Now, i see him when n where i like (: His friends called me to join em at their table during breaktime, gave me e priority seat, n tat is beside him! Haha but i rejected.. I feel more comfy wif my friends! Yay we texted for e whole day! Mwahaha n he came to find me at e toilet durin info lesson. GAVE ME A REALLI BIG SHOCK! N he's so sweeeet.. alws noticin evri single lil thing i do.

GREATEST STUFF when u know ur BIGGEST crush actualli has a crush on u too. N he tells u he goes to sch jus to see u becos he knows u'll be there.. ISNT HE MY MAIN PURPOSE OF GOING TO SCH TOO! I was still feelin realli down yesterday when chris told me i've to keep away from him if i dont wanna get myself hurt. But, i've decided.. It's good enuff tat things are kept this way. Im realli more than contented. N i've decided to trust him. Not ALL good looking, popular guys = PLAYBOY. Somehow, i can feel that he's feelin e same way as i do n he means what he says.

He's gonna move in to his new apartment n get a new car next week.. I shall pop at his place n make him dinner... LOL! I WILL TRY! Or learn from Auntie Ha.

Lalala FRIDAY OUTING IM SO LOOKIN FORWARD TO IT! SHOPPING TIME AGAIN n prolli after go meet GAUDI. Hahaha but before tat, i gotta be a gd gal n start doing work. Schwork realli kills man =(
KIKI says:
eh i ask u..
KIKI says:
am i those kind of gal.. guys wud be serious in or jus playplay？
joojpkl;hjkhjgjlglj says:
dunno
KIKI says:
I WAN THE TRUTH
joojpkl;hjkhjgjlglj says:
u be my gf then i show u loh
KIKI says:
im serious wor.
KIKI says:
pls answer me
joojpkl;hjkhjgjlglj says:
me too
KIKI says:
lol.
joojpkl;hjkhjgjlglj says:
u r those kind tat will play boy
joojpkl;hjkhjgjlglj says:
not let boy play de ger

THIS IS SO NOT TRUEEEEEE

Grrrrrr.

Gaudi roxs(:

2007-05-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

KIKI says:
ＧＡＵＤＩ！
gaudi says:
在　
KIKI says:
你好
gaudi says:
你好．．．让我们无聊　一下．．从新　认识一下把　
KIKI says:
好吧
KIKI says:
（：
gaudi says:
你好．．我叫　Gaudi chong
KIKI says:
ＣＨＯＮＧ？
KIKI says:
华文名？
gaudi says:
my name is chong shu ho gaudi
KIKI says:
ＳＨＵ　ＨＯ？
KIKI says:
ｉｓｅｅ
gaudi says:
yeah
KIKI says:
哈哈。。
KIKI says:
我看
KIKI says:
MY NAME IS HO KAH YE。
gaudi says:
ho????
KIKI writes:

KIKI writes:

gaudi says:
i know ..i know
KIKI says:
HAHA I DUNNO HOW TO WRITE
gaudi says:
我第一次认识你．．我就知道了．．
KIKI says:
第一次？
gaudi says:
庄树豪．．
gaudi says:
第一次见到你就知道了．．．
KIKI says:
奇怪。。
gaudi says:
小姐．．你几岁了？
KIKI says:
为色么
gaudi says:
奇怪？
KIKI says:
我今年17
KIKI says:
我知道你18
gaudi says:
因为你填表格的时候　看到了．．
KIKI says:
哈哈
gaudi says:
不好意思．．我很留意你．．．
gaudi says:
我今年１７岁．．
gaudi says:
哈哈
KIKI says:
你眼睛也太好了吧
KIKI says:
你？！
KIKI says:
才17？！
gaudi says:
是呀．．．
KIKI says:
18 吧
gaudi says:
哈哈
gaudi says:
１９８９－０６－２１
KIKI says:
所以快18
gaudi says:
我是　很努力的去看的　．．．
KIKI says:
和我哥一样
gaudi says:
是呀
gaudi says:
小孩子．．
gaudi says:
哈哈
KIKI says:
为色么我没留意
KIKI says:
奇怪
gaudi says:
留意什么呢　
KIKI says:
留意你留意我
KIKI says:
哈哈
gaudi says:
哈哈．．．如果被你知道还得了
KIKI says:
奇怪
KIKI says:
我说你

You have just sent a nudge.

gaudi says:
我知道呀
gaudi says:
不能让你知道我留意你的　．．
KIKI says:
哈哈
gaudi says:
但是我什么都　看到．．．
KIKI says:
我也要留意你！
KIKI says:
CK
KIKI says:
等
gaudi says:
好呀．．．我也想让你留意我．．．
KIKI says:
好的
gaudi says:
你要停以下吗？
gaudi says:
你们两个要说话吗
KIKI says:
我要大大方方的留意你。。
KIKI says:
哈ha
KIKI says:
我没接
gaudi says:
哦．．
gaudi says:
那你想怎么样呢？
gaudi says:
大大方方我会怕．．．
KIKI says:
哈哈
gaudi says:
你这时候回得那么慢
KIKI says:
所以很难留意你了
KIKI says:
=（
gaudi says:
为什么
KIKI says:
你说你会怕
gaudi says:
我是怕．．但是我还会很留意你的．．．
KIKI says:
为舍么
gaudi says:
不知道为什么　．．．．你的所有　东西我都很留意　
KIKI says:
奇怪
gaudi says:
又奇怪？

HAHAHAHAHAHA how more sweeter can he be(:

2007-05-06T06:53:00.000-07:00

gaudi says:
为什么．．．你也太瘦了．．
KIKI says:
可是至少我变胖了。。
KIKI says:
你会煮吗？

You have just sent a nudge.

gaudi says:
你自己　觉得　而已．．根本没有．．你太瘦了。　．
gaudi says:
不会．．．
gaudi says:
泡面
KIKI says:
也太可怜了吧。。
KIKI says:
我以后煮给你。。
gaudi says:
是呀．．．你要多吃一点．．不要饿了．．
KIKI says:
泡面加蛋
KIKI says:
哈哈
gaudi says:
我也会好不好
KIKI says:
好
KIKI says:
可是我的一定比你的好吃
gaudi says:
我煮给你吃．．．如果你愿意
KIKI says:
哈哈。。　好
gaudi says:
不要争了好不好．．．你在说笑话吗．．．我煮的没有人说不好的
　gaudi says:
还是我去学．．在煮一些好吃的给你吃
KIKI says:
哈哈
KIKI says:
不用麻烦
gaudi says:
我去煮给你吃．．．只要你想
gaudi says:
但是你生日的时候应该会有很多人陪你
KIKI says:
我和他们说了。。　我不要派队。。只要在家睡
gaudi says:
是吗．．．
KIKI says:
是啊
gaudi says:
我怕大排长龙等着要和你出去
KIKI says:
不知道为色么。。　感觉怪怪的。。可能是因为第１次在一个新的环境过生日。。根本不期待。。很可怜吧＝（
gaudi says:
不是拉。．．心态的问题

2007-05-06T05:42:00.000-07:00

KIKI says:
还没味口吃吗？
gaudi says:
不明白．照片里的是谁
KIKI says:
你猜
gaudi says:
是谁都没关系．反正我现在是遇神杀神遇佛杀佛
gaudi says:
怎么又换了张
gaudi says:
乌龟快点
KIKI says:
我不知道你再说色么
KIKI says:
你好过份
gaudi says:
算了．那么深奥的中文你是看不懂的了
gaudi says:
那ＳＯＲＲＹ咯
KIKI says:
我为了你用华文写字
gaudi says:
所以我感到幸福呀
KIKI says:
你还叫我乌龟
KIKI says:
有没有良心
gaudi says:
对不起嘛．其实我也为了你打拼音
KIKI says:
气死我
gaudi says:
你骂回我吧．
KIKI says:
你可以不用拼音。。我看得懂
gaudi says:
打笔划的话是广东话．你可能看不懂
gaudi says:
为了你打拼音没关系
KIKI says:
我尽量
gaudi says:
没事．照片里的是谁．快说
KIKI says:
一个人
gaudi says:
我知道呀
gaudi says:
什么关系咯
KIKI says:
　
KIKI says:
我的爱人
KIKI says:
哈哈哈哈
gaudi says:
什么？你ＢＦ？
KIKI says:
哈哈
KIKI says:
色么脸
gaudi says:
你有没有听到我心碎的声音．
gaudi says:
什么？
KIKI says:
为色么心碎。。
gaudi says:
那个是不是你男朋友？
KIKI says:
哈哈开玩笑的啦
KIKI says:
不是
gaudi says:
吓死我了．
KIKI says:
我男朋友比他帅
KIKI says:
哈哈哈
gaudi says:
现在的男朋友？
KIKI says:
我又开了玩笑
gaudi says:
你快心脏病了．
KIKI says:
我？
KIKI says:
没有喔
gaudi says:
我说我厂
gaudi says:
．．．．．．．．．．．

2007-05-05T11:09:00.000-07:00

I seriousli feel like killing someone now! Yes YOU BASKET! U better mean what u said bout letting me slap ur face when i see u in sch!

Grrrrrrrrr neway stayed at home for e whole day.. At night, Ntica picked me up from home n off we head to MAKAMAKA! Haha i jus watched him eat cos i ate Auntie Ha's dinner. After his dinner, Ntica sent me to Northbridge to meet GAUDI n friends n yeah bloooody hellll.. we got lost on e way. FOR AN HOUR. HAHAHAHAHA actualli we were in northbridge already but it was bloody big(i jus found out) AT LAST yay found our way.
GAUDI treated me n his friends to bubble tea(supposingly e purpose of meeting him) Both me n GAUDI went to walk around Northbridge after his friends 'left' said what din wanna 'da rao' us. Haha it was realli nice to haf him beside me.. Cos he wud always protect me whenever, wherever. Being wif him feels being treated like a kid hu cant even cross e road safeli. Bumped into different grp of GAUDI's friends while walking(now i know what chris meant) GAUDI suggested to go KTV opp Potblack since we had nothing better to do. Yeah his friends 'came back' n I SANG YI QIAN BIAN WO AI NI. Gaudi sings like e best among us. Hahaha.. After Ktv, GAUDI wanted to send me home before heading to club but i told him HAN was coming to pick me up. Luckili he din send me home, i bet we wud lost our way becos my house's ulu at night n i wudnt know how to direct him. Han's Lexus was GOD MAN. It has e electronic map.. Jus type e add in n it will show u e way.. everywhere. Haha n Han wanna date me out for lunch tmr.
Gaudi n friends are clubbing nw *POUTS* hope he doesn get drunk or anythin liddat. N he said he'll call me later.. IM w8ing for his call!

(Er hem) back on track says:
i yest jus told ur mum when u come back to sin help mi arrange a dinner wif u...

MY DINNER REMINDER!

OFF

2007-05-04T05:18:00.000-07:00

Last night was realli some crazy stuff i swear. I almost died-ed while takin care of e two siao cha bors, Mira&Jun. Soooo drunk n still walkin around.. here n there. GAWD MAN. N yeah i din drink thou i was asked to but i kindli rejected. HAHAHA SOMEONE PLS PRAISE ME! I jus found out Evy worked at a bar before back home n so she was e bartender for e night. Everyone(those who drank e shots)simply loved it! She made something special for e birthday girl, well, she basicalli mixed everything she cud find. Crazy peeps. Mira's group of guy friends later joined us n all i can say.. They are WILD! tsktskkkkk. Oh thanks ben for e ride home(:

GAUDI called me when i reached home n yeah we chatted for bout 30 mins or so. Last night was e first time we EVER talked.(Fuck those rumours) Sorted e misunderstandings betw us n YES! everything's fine now :D:D:D But we still din dare to talk when we saw each other in sch today. We're shy peeps HAHAHA. GAUDI even knows my birthday! Cud hardli believe it when he told me he peeped at my forms durin Orientation. YAY his birthday is one month after mine which is 21st of June. Going 18 soon!

Friday night n i jus rejected two dates. GAUDI n e Lexus guy who got my no. from Tica n Kingsley.
Auntie Ha held a small party to celebrate Junnie's birthday. Had awefulli awesome steamboat n christine came over too.
Was at Junnie's room talkin to her bout GAUDI, we were discussin if i shud sneak out to meet GAUDI at city becos chances were high tat Auntie Ha wud start 'nagging' at me again.

ME:'The one who sat wif us at e same table at Orientation'
Jun:'OH HEY THE VERY GOODLOOKIN ONE WOR'(her WOR again)
ME:'Yeah hes e one'
Jun:'Kiki uh kiki.. Wat u plannin to do uh.. First CK now Gaudi'
Jun:'CK is good looking..But Gaudi is better than CK wor'

Jun is kinda mad. I was just askin her if i shud go meet GAUDI
LOL

Oh. I got realli freaked out after sch yesterday. CK called 'Hey later if u see Gaudi n gang, just walked away. Two of their gal-friends from tuart college came to check u out' Immediateli i WTF. Saw Gaudi n gang, pulled Mira n started walkin as fast as i cud, trying my v best to avoid em becos i tot they wanted to find my trouble. The whole group chased after me n despite e gals kept askin me to w8, i jus continued to walk away. They confronted CK after n said i was damn Lanci(action) LOL but i later found out tat they jus wanted to make friends wif me. N GAUDI told me they all w8ed in sch for my lesson to end which was at 5+. Felt so bad bout it. Grrrrrrrrr.

I hope i can sleep early tonight.
CIAO
I WANNA GO OUT TMR!

2007-05-02T06:08:00.000-07:00

I SAW A RAINBOW! when i walked out of house today, but it started raining 1min later =( Hahaha soooooo Uncle stuart sent us to sch(:

I did something rilly dumb today.....
During Math lesson, i was blasting my MP3 awayyy.. Got stucked at a question, i turned to HX 'HOW DO U DO THIS'
HX gave me e shocked look n so i took my earpiece down n realised e whole class was luffffin. HX was like.. 'U TALKED SO LOUD!' I 'UH-OH' n buried my head on e table =(

FuckFuckFuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk
At ELECS, Phoebie suddenly turned to me n asked 'Hey i heard that ur X was from our sch but got sent back' Immediately.. I 'WTF' Yeah Chris made me promised him before to tell his GF that im his X if i ever happen to know her cos of some jealously matter. But its realli amazing how things are spreading.. since his GF's not from our sch. N rumours are spreading that im close to THAT group of guys when i never EVEN talk to them before. I DONT KNOW THEM! All i know, they asked CK for my NO. THATS ALL. Grrr wtfwtf They think i got CK's no. BECAUSE CK din clarify wif em when they went 'WAH U SO BRAVE TO TAKE HER NO.' All he said was i gave it to him. NOT BECAUSE his chris's friend n chris asked him to look after me in sch. Ahhhhhhhhh HATE HATE HATE rumours! People who are spreading these SHITS. KISS MY ASS!
Got soooooooooooooooooo pissed over e whole matter.

But i was realli ecstatic when i knew bout a FACT! :D PLEASE I HOPE U TAKE ACTION SOON :D

Imma bad girl. I skipped info n econs. Went Carousel wif Mira, Evy, Jun & Tica. Spent like 400+ Must redraw $$$ again tmr. Becos we're gonna catch SPIDERMAN3 tmr n after head to Mira's place to party. ITS JUN'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW! Neway wna thank Tica's friend who drove us home today(:

Was hafin some GAL TALK at e bus stop.. N they popped me a question 'Are u still a virgin' N i went 'YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa'
'I RESPECT YOU' from Mira.

ahahahahaha hope tomorrow's gna be a better day.

Mybigbigcrush

2007-05-01T05:32:00.000-07:00

Headed to city wif Evy Kingsley Ka after sch.
N my dear jun's soooooo nice n sweet okay! She waited for me baq at sch for an HR. I'll die without jun man becos until nw, i still don't know e way home X=
TSKTSK.
I swear i was feeling so downDOWN DOWN! Grrr. I don't even haf e mood to njoy CITY-ing.
My life is all about hoping to see you, n again, n again................. n i wud be contented.

Byebye

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you

2007-04-30T02:47:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA im drenched =(
BAD rain. BOO go awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
LOL started rainin when we were 10 mins away from home. We tried runnin as fast as we cud hopin to get home before e heavy rain came pourin down. BUT! We din succeed. So, instead, i started njoyin e rain. SHOUTIN N SCREAMING 'YAY ITS RAINING~' I feel so goood after e scream :D

TSKTSK nother guy came tellin me i resemble his X. Is my look so freakin common?
-shakeshead.
He showed me n jun his X's pic.
N jun was like... 'HUH not at all WOR'
Hahaha jun n her WOR alws makin me luff like mad. TSK

CK called lastnight.

CK:'Hey u wna go watch ur show first? Ur not even listening to me'
ME:'ALright then...... im off to watch my show. Talk to ya again'
CK:'HUH!'
ME:'WHATS WIF TAT'
CK:'I thot others wud normalli say it's okay.. I'll talk to u den'
hahahahaha sorry
Im jus different.

Evy dated me this fri for SHOPPING. YES! She n i love shopping just as much.
Hope my credit card is ready....

718red.

2007-04-29T07:16:00.000-07:00

I need you now
And tomorrow is too late
In you I've found
A million reasons I can't wait anymore
And for me it's now or never
I need to start loving you forever baby

I could live on loving you
Holding kissing touching you
You don't know how long I've waited for you
Holding on so I could
Live on loving you

You heard my voice
Through my silence crying out
I am here
Can you feel me reaching out
With my heart as far as I can go
I'll go on if you let me
Cause I'm trying to let you know oh baby

Tell me that the smile I see
The angel eyes
Looking
The only one for me back at me
Telling me you are

this song is for YOU. byebye e thing i feel for u ends tonight :D

2007-04-28T06:13:00.000-07:00

FINALLI! MY ROOM INTERNET'S FIXED AGAIN(:

ME&jun went to carousel for shoppin this afternoon n it rocked(: I love e shopsx! Onli thing tt shucks is tat it closes at 5pm daili n jun said its not open on weekends. TSK!

Neways..
Auntie Ha gave me a REALLI LONG longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg talk last nite when i told her i was going over to CK's place. Well, she woke me up inside n got me done loads of thinking bout wat she said.
She said i was one realli lucki gal. God was kind to me n blessed me wif my famili n looks. But,she added on.. 'Being lucky is dangerous' Becos people wud be tryin to get my attention.. esp guys. Prolli attracted to my looks or smth liddat? She told me to feel proud of myself n slowli take my time to find my true love n not rush into things. 'You shud put urself on a higher position.. Unreachable.. N so guys wud learn to appreciate u' Becos once u're bein betrayed by guy.. U lose everything.. Includin e most impt thing.. Self-esteem n i wudnt worth as much.So i had to realli cherish myself. 'Ur still v young, u havent seen e reality of dis world'

Whole conv was smth liddat. Auntie ha told me tat she loves us as much as our parents therefore she doesnt want anything bad to happen to us.
I love you too auntie ha! Thanks for all ur nice meals n makin us feel loved(: Ur one gr8 woman.

Lalala city tmr. Oh! I gotta do my nails n brows soon. HA HA HA im lucki to haf a friend as a manicurist! JOSEPHINE! Yeah prolli askin her to meet us tmr. SHOPPING!!!!!!

Off for those deadli assignments.
CIAO.
LOVEYA ALL :)

Ck pls return me my CK belt

2007-04-27T22:44:00.000-07:00

Mira's party was gr8!(:
Neway gal, hope u njoyed urself too n sorry tat i had to leave earli.
UR 19th!!!!!!! stay pretti n sweet as alwas(:
LOVEYA n u know it :D

CK called me...
chatted chatted chatted.
' OMG I'LL NEVER BE UR 30th GALFRIEND I SWEAR'
He told me it wasnt his fault cos back his home those gals kept 'sending' emselves to him. Yeah, those materialistic ones hopin to get evriting from him. TSK!

'U SAID UR NOT GONNA BE THE 30TH RIGHT, IM SO GONNA MAKE IT HAPPEN'
'IM COUNTING YOU'

OH PULEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
he's crazy......

BABY!!!!! I FEEL SO SAD! HE REFUSES TO TELL ME ANYTHING BOUT ERHEM =(
*POUTS*

I'm not feelin so gd. =(
CIAO

If ur not e one

2007-04-27T02:43:00.000-07:00

Grrr my room's internet is down again!
Tsktsktsktsk

N schwork is KILLING me! *POUTS*

Mwaha o ya chris! CK found me!(:
He approached me after sch yesterday n asked 'ARE U KAH YE?'
still recoverin from my shock n replied 'yaaaaaaaaaa..' He turned to his friends n said 'zao tui liao'

Yeah Chris's ' Dont worry when u get there, i've asked alot of people to tc of u'

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Durin info lesson today, hanxian came to me n said ' Hey u see e guy behind me? He likes u. He asked me to intro u to him at e bus stop ytd'

HAHAHAHAHAAHA
'NO. he's my friend's friend'

Durin recess i asked CK how he knew i was chris's friend
CK:'Chris told me tat hes friend is coming n asked me to look after her. N he said she was hot so i went around askin all e hot gals in sch'

BWAHAHAHA ck's realli funni
Xchanged no. wif CK n CK was tellin me there are alot of people who asked him for my NO. n said tat if they trash him in pool 20 times he gotta gif.
Din no i was tat pro.

ROAR alright going out after dinner.
Mira's party?/Find ck at pool?

NEWAY GAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRAAAAA
LOVEYA! =)
city tmr.

There's smth i got to say,
ur always wif me thou ur far away.
Im all about you, boy.
Everynight. there's a new crowd, but its always u im thinking about.
I luv poka dots!!!! :)

CIAO((:

2007-04-24T02:07:00.000-07:00

Back from sch.. I jus munched on an apple =D

I love sch(:
mwahahahaha why not.
The teachers here are realli humorous, good lookin people to look at, awefulli awesome friends around me.. sch jus cant get better(:

HANXIAN!
U rock-ed.. today for e time being hopefulli. Thanks, i realli njoyed ur compani(: He's an eurasian from malaysia n he was bein so nice to offer to w8 wif me for jun's bio lesson to end. Lalala yes all ur DONT-DOs realli realli are jus so unbelievable! Its like they TOTALLI don't fit ur image. After today's talk all i can say.. we realli clicked n i'm gonna ignore all those myths bout u(: N!hahahaha he was tellin me i resemble so much of his one n onli Xgalfriend. PLEASE SHOW ME HER PIC SOON!

Got to noe dis local, hannah. i swear shes realli pretti n realli realli funni(:
SEE not all australians are racists hannah's one so friendli one(: She said she cud drop me off home after sch on days we haf lessons tog. N shes gonna bring me n mirah around perth(: 18 dis yr n drivin..... HOW COOL!(:

O wna thanks tecra for her compliment. Its like she had a chat wif my mum before n she told mummy i look so pretty but unfriendli X= n today she complimented on my top(:

Hanxian pls pass ur drivin license soon n drive me around ok(:
Aussie is hafin public holi tmr! YAY to YAYness! But me n jun still haf to wake up at bt 9 for our laundry. BOOOOOO!

I jus love stayin in my room so much its loveli(:

Everytime i see you, i just wanna get nearer.

2007-04-23T04:06:00.000-07:00

I realli REALLI noe i was mean, but i jus cudnt control myself =( I must admit.. The things i do n say at times can be realli hurting. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR i feel so guilty =( Like wat hun said before... 'Ur so unintentionalli cruel?'
*pouts*
Mum n dad went back already.. From this v day i'll be all by my own.

Sch was not too bad (: onli e walkin journey to sch realli sucked. Grrrrrr. I hate walkingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!~
OH I saw some realli hot angmoh guys LOL. n asians too.
Newayneway JAY was being so silly n got me luffin so much pls hurry get ur aussieline sweetheart. Seeya tmr! =D

Lalala i was supposed to call aaron at 1030 last nite. But. Instead, i called bert. LOL so while i was hafin my lunch break today.. I suddenli tot of it n gave him a call. Aaron was like ' CCB WHY U SO FUNNY....... blahblahblahhhhh. U SAID U WUD CALL AT 1030 last nite n onli call at 1030am today'

ME: 'O YA I DIN REALISE ITS 1030 EH'
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
called him baq 12hrs l8r.

Gna batheeeeee(:
CIAO

2007-04-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

BACK from dinner wif mummy daddy n jun(:

ohmyohmy daddy n mummy are leavin tmr alreadi =(
im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo gona miss em althou i din show it out infront of em.

Dad lost 5000 dollars at e casino.. part of it was meant for me la =(
TSKTSK
neway i love u my loveli parents =D realli realli do.

Sch's startin tmr...... YAY =) gotta try turn in earli tonite. Hopefulli before 11.

CIAO

2007-04-21T08:22:00.000-07:00

Lalala usin jun's imac again. My room's internet connection is still not fixed yet =(

Dad treated all of us (abby,jun,jenny,mum,unclestuart,auntieha) to lunch
BLOODY EX! 500+ bucks jus for lunch. Guess it was kinda worth.. We had lobster crab blahblah...

Jun came along wif me daddy n mummy to city. I Spent like 1000+.
Im realli sooooo pamered by mummy n daddy can.. They get me practicalli everithin i ask for.. I got nother guess bag today for sch. Dad asked me to get GUCCI instead but no.. Imma a gd gal(: Must be less spendthrift. Haf been spendin quite alot alreadi. We bumped into febe or however it's spelled at this shoppin centre.. Aussie is kinda small pls. Or prolli perth? Mwahahaha.
(My apologies to daddy n mummy for spendin so much today n thanks for carryin all my shoppin bags X= LOVEYA,realli do)

Hahahaha mum n dad realli understands me loads... Dad threatened me to meet em for dinner tmr aft their tour if not he wud not gif me xtra money.. He knew that if he gave me $$$ tonight.. I wud prolli not meet em tmr alreadi. ROAR seeya loveli parents =)

I'm haf gotten my aussie line n joy card. Gna call xj l8r. =DD Cant w8. Mwahahaha.

Okay loveya all.. n wish me all e best for sch on monday. I reali m vvvvv lookin fwd to it. Oya i miss J,my sweetheart heaps. Btw ppl.. Shes from korea. The both of us re alws imitatin RAIN's actions n all...

Not forgettin to mention,
i think i look sexaye in bathrode.
(:

JUN!!!! ROOM ACCESSORIES SOON.
seeya all on monday
n
loveya my darlins in sporeee
((:

2007-04-19T06:16:00.000-07:00

Grrr australia's internet is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo slow =(
or is it e hotel's?

Sorry darling but e window was laggin so much tat it got me so pissed so i jus shut it down. Reply u here ok,thr's shuai ges here(: lol. Havent realli seen e rest cos aussie is hafin ester break nw.. e students are all away. Woo neway im realli missin u so much. I shall call u tmr(:

Bert called from kpool last night.. that ass. LOL alreadi told u u dun hafta pay for e oversea charge if u call me! Hahahaha neway i miss u all so much too la. Javier called l8r.. had a good time chattin wif him. Its like when he called.. i was about to shower.. n was stripin alreadi.. so i was naked while chattin wif him. LOL see i sacrificed so much for u.. i was freezin cold can =(
*pouts*

I went to e homestay today.. Its sucha a cool place (: Auntie HA was realli loveli n all. Saw my room n i love it(: Cant w8 to move it tmr.. Its about 20 mins walkin dist from sch I was askin trina to send me to sch in her car n in return i'll make her breakfast. Me n jun are plannin to take our drivin liscense here at e end of dis yr.. cos we wud be realli busy wif work dis yr. 1 yr to 'chiong' to Uni.
Gg shoppin wif e gals soon(x

O ya! CANT w8 to start sch on monday(:
LOL

Once again, im missin my ppl so fcukin much
*pouts*

Loveya all to pluto n baq again(:

2007-04-18T01:12:00.000-07:00

hello peeeeps =)
mwahahaha sch was good........ had bbq for lunch. e tchers 'cooked' em.
neway talk wif australians is cancelled so we're hafin free time nw till 520.. we will be travellin to fremantle for dinner l8r.
im in jun n shumin 's room right nw usin jun's imac.... its duper cool.
o man shud haf gotten it =(

lalala me n jun will be movin into our homestay this fri... im so gonna haf fun wif jun. we're supposed to catch spiderman3 tog on jun's birthday... 3rd of may.

yeah :)

i missss my ppl in spore
*pouts*

2007-04-17T08:53:00.000-07:00

Orientation was great(:
hahahahaha made new friends of cos.
Amira,Soda,J,Trina,Min, mmm who else. lol forgot. X=
We're so gg shoppin soon yay(:

I feel so fugly in here..... Light makeup n all. LOL

Chattin wif bobby n baby right nw.
He's quite an ass.

bobby; says:
i think it is too big
bobby; says:
and u are overseas
KIKI dearHUN(: says:
lol din no tat matters
bobby; says:
hmm
bobby; says:
it takes longer to send
bobby; says:
u take plane need hours
bobby; says:
now im sending it
bobby; says:
so need hours too

i shall try to blog as often as possible so U GUYS cud keep up wif me. yay
o ya.. going to tour e sch tmr.

2007-04-16T19:42:00.000-07:00

IM IN AUSTRALIA

ITS BLOODY 10.42 IN THE MORNING n dad was still saying smth bout me wasting my time away.......... Grrrrr. Im pissed. Well, he n mum went to chinatown.. supposingli to open me a bank acc so he cud send me money. I refused to go... Australia is colddddd =(

Neway hafin my sch orientation l8r in this bloody hotel im stayin in nw.

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH im tired
*YAWNS*

2007-04-13T12:41:00.000-07:00

Thai xpress wif ma today (:
Mum has been bringin me out for good food these days....... Jap, swensen, western.
She so rocksssssssss my ass AT TIMES. Got like so much chocos n all at ntuc.... Mum was like'ur so gonna get fat!'

hurhurhurhurhur
idontcare

Met my love, javier regina aaron at coffee bean.
Came home packed my luggage.....
2 MORE DAYS TO AUSSIE! =(

TOWN TOMORROW =)

Bro returnin baq UK this sun...
Dad comin baq spore this sun to acc me to ausssssie~
Hopefulli he will agrees to get my my shades................... Gucci/Chanel/Dior.
Whatever lah.

Reunion dinner this sun. =)

2007-04-08T22:04:00.003-07:00

6 more days to aussie(:
Bro came in to my room last nite n said he was feelin so excited for me. He thinks it's gonna be fun(:
Me: 'Is it gonna be better than singapore?'
Gor: 'DEFINITELI'
He asked me to make more friends from hongkong so we could go tour hongkong tog wif his friends. Yays.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

And noww....

I'm not gonna commit e same mistake EVER AGAIN. And that is, to give a past relationship chances. Cos the endin wud still be e same. Our past just filled my mind last night....

When we first got tog... Yeah i was gappy but it din last for long. What rilly got me so upset was u nv once phoned me to chat jus becos u hated e pauses that might occur durin chattin. U onli called me when there was something wrong. Don't u think it was too late by then? We jus communicated thru msges everyday.

I made the decision to end this.....

U said we shud gif our last shot n that was nother mistake
Because nothing changed compared to when we first got tog. All we did was msg msg msg. Movies occassionalli? Bus stop meetings....... What else? Walkin u home n cabbin home alone in e mid of night. Was that ur so called 'last shot'? The best effort u cud put in? 'I'll be there for you' was what u were alws assurin me of.. But. U were nv once 'there for me' Prolly i was e one expectin too much.. Expectin u to know when i needed u.. But shudnt that be the way in a rs. Bein able to sense e needs of e other party. The v least u cud do was to phone me occassionalli n i wud be contented.. rilly. But, u din. Becos u detested phone chats so much? To u, it was more impt to not do smth u detest than chattin wif ur galfren on e phone.. And i wasnt made an exception. U dashed those hopes i had in u jus like that. U tot it was enuff to be thr for me verballi...... Sweettalks i call. No that wasnt e case for me. Do u know how hard things were for me? Olvl stress n tryin my v best to maintain our rs. Wat haf u or tried to do?

3days to our 1st month, i made e same decision....

I was so tired of committin n gettin nothin in return. I asked u, 'is it okay if we're without status?' U said yes n asked me wat was e diff.. I told u i was afraid of not bein able to commit n u replied u tot likewise too. Yeah.. I made my stand clear.
After draggin for a yr, i tot prolly this time things wud go right. That wasnt e case, we lacked communication. Isnt that e result of communicatin thru msges? I din know wat u wanted.... needed or how u felt. Din u jus feel e same way.. We were alws at loss. I know u blamed me for that. Not bein there when u needed me.. But like i said.... Wasnt that e result of ur doings.
U were busy workin... And so, i hanged out wif my friends which include - n u din like it. Ur alws ungappy wif me for hangin out wif him. U said u felt insecure wif e things he was doin for me. I knw from u n ur friends' point of view i shudnt be hangin out wif a guy so often when im alredi attached. I ought to know my limits. Haf all of u tried puttin urselves in my position? I made it clear to u in e v first place i din wan to commit.. Din i? And i wasnt feelin much better.. Imagin another guy who's jus in a 'goodfriend' position willin to sacrifice much more than ur 'bf' how wud u feel.. Wudnt i feel so insignificant. I know u've been reli stressed wif work n all.. U know it. U told me u din haf enuff time to spare.. I din wanna increase e load ur feelin n so i din expect much from u or prolly... nothin at all. It was a struggle to be goin thru a so called 'rs' all alone. Ur alws complainin how tired u felt n all after work... Do u think i wud bear to request for u to find me after ur work n allll..... Bert was right.... It was all about ur priorities... U din set it rite or prolly u did. So if u did put ur work before me... prolly u shudnt expect so much from me. Cos we were in a non-status rs. I noe how ur friends think about me...... They think i wasnt good. But they were lookin things from ur point of view... Was it fair to me? Cos if u had time for me, i wudnt be spendin so much time wif my friends... definiteli. I cud onli seek support from em when i needed someone. And yeah i know i'm a lousy galfriend n all.. But that was after bein so tired of giving.. committing.. waiting.. When ur friends said things about me... Werent u affected by em... Honestli i don't gif a fuck bout wat all ur friends are sayin bout me..... I was jus upset.... Did u try defendin me?

I dare say i tried committing althou i din gif my best becos i felt u din deserve it,yet. I rejected guys' dates n all when i was unofficialli wif u. I jus hanged out wif my closed friends but even that.. u had a problem wif it. Woww n yeah ur friends sayin those nasty things bout me becos of wat i did or failed to do. It's not as if u were so devoted or wat la.. U even msg-ed gal(s) infront of me.. Not that i'm affected or wat but if u urself failed to fulfil a bf's duty then shudnt u stop onli pinpointin all my doings or wat infront of ur friends. AND THE FACT THAT U JUS LET GO HOME ALONE AT 4PLUS IN THE NIGHT WAS RILLY A MEAN THING TO DO! =(

Fuck la

Okay conclusion of this post, im lousy.
Neway... I still love u as a friend la. Yay yay.
ROAR

2007-03-17T22:57:00.001-07:00

Back from church......... Haf been feelin so sinful skippin church for weeks =( Neway i'm feelin so tired.. Only slept at 7am this morning. Listenin to FEN LIE nw.... Getting me like so emo shit. Apologies to Roy n Jonny i seriously need to stay home...... My blood are practically draining away. It's like... pathetic enough to be suffering from low blood pressure la. CHEEKEN EGG CAKE!
*pouts*

I've gotten my TP enrollment package.. Mum was askin me bout my decision. I told her i feel like goin aussie. Stupid asses makin me so sad here in spore. Not wholly becos of asses of cos..... Australia has always been the place i've been dyin to fly back there n tour around that loveli environment. Prolly its a get away for me i dont know. But e thought of hafin to leave my loved ones startin a new life there gets me in a dilemma. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH I SHUD JUST LEAVE!

As i said...... everyone who means great deal to me will eventually leave me. So damn right bout it pls. How do u expect me to be alright.. to be unaffected after those msges? U think i'm some cold blooded poo isit. Haf u ever thought i might be leavin for aussie soon? So u still think it's best for us if u leave? Who was e one who said being there for me whenever i needed u n that ur contented wif what we were? Now ur sendin me those msges to ask me to fuckin hate u so u wud be able to let me/us go? Do u think i wud be able to do it? I know its tough to be in ur position..... effing tough. I wud also v much to stop these shits but i don't know how. Tell me, if it makes u feel better.. even slightly better if we rilly 'broke off' this way.. I will leave u alone. Becos if we are all still sufferin after endin this.... Wud our friendship sacrificial be worth?

I NEED A BREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

2007-03-14T13:54:00.000-07:00

BACK HOME! Time 454am.
Texting alan n chatting wif nelson online right nw. I NEED TO WASH UP. Neway i'm broke BROKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE brokeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =(
Shall not blog much
I rilly feel like slappin some ass face so much MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH tsk.
Bertrand see this. U rox. I'm like seeing u everyday now.

BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE STUPIDDDDD EARTH I WANNA FLY TO PLUTO!

2007-03-13T11:35:00.001-07:00

Home shittttttttttttttttttt home(:
Mwah GREAT DAY or shud i say GREAT NIGHT? Went to catch HANNIBAL RISING. Stupid Bert's reco! But overall today was still a GREAT night. Had fun SCREAMING wif darling at J8's arcade freaking javier n Bert OFF. Proceeded to amk AGAIN machiam our sec home.. Haf been hanging out there so often these days. Yes us being gd gals n uncles.. we headed off home at 1plus and here i'm home camwhorin wif my BLUE TONGUE. Mwahaha (: IM JUST SO CUTE everybody pls PUKES!
Thanks darling for screaming her lungs out wif me today. I screamed the day before too. But due to diff reasons. IM RILLY THE HAPPIEST ME TODAY =)
Thanks Bert for sending me home as usual.. making me so dependent isit. Scully one day u decided not to send me home i'd prolly just not go home. JOKING =P Things haf returned back to how it was like n im rilly rilly glad bout that. Thanks for findin me at my secret place last nite. DAMN EFFICIENT CAN. Felt just like 1o mins n ur next to me(: CREDIT CREDIT!
Thanks javier for comin wif us e more e merrier(: Oh PLS DONT forget bout ur jacket.
Thanks aaron for coming down J8 just to see me uh? YAY FINALLI OUR SOLO DATE ON SAT can't wait(:
JUST WANNA HEARTS EVERIONE WHO MADE ME GAPPY AGAIN =)
AIRPORT WIF MY moredenapillar tmr(: IM SO GONNA LET U RANT AT ME DEAR(:

I NEED TO MEET XJ SOON! HE'S LEAVIN SO SOON =( rilly sad bout it.

LOVELOVELOVE THE WORLD.

forgot to mention smth.. i haf already checked out schs in aussie? nw prob shud i or not?
bro said aussie bert said tp AND SAID AMK ITE OSO CAN =(
i gotta make my decision REAL SOON

byebye loveya all =)

2007-03-07T08:02:00.000-08:00

TEMASEK POLY here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........ (:

Yay i've decided to stay in TP thou e thought of how much i'll be travelling realli demoralises me but i'll be strong =) Hope Bertrand was serious bout sendin me to sch. Yay to yayness. Was on the phone with my DEAR XJ last night. He told me that his camp is smwhere near tampines. And i was saying......... 'EH I CAN WAIT FOR U TO BOOK OUT THEN WE RETURN BACK TO AMK TOG'

I'm so rotten................ =(
Haf been stayin at home for 4 dayssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. Nother day to go n i'll be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-dom here i come! (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABY AARON hope ur enjoyin urself with regina.

OFF

=(

2007-03-04T09:32:00.000-08:00

Things have been going so wrong lately.... I NEED TO STAY STRONG!
neway thanks LOVE for accomodating me last night when i was being locked out of house.(:

26th

2007-02-27T00:56:00.000-08:00

26th

I went shopping at paragon alone. Bwahaha aaron called n he was shocked la 'THATS SO SAD' But i njoyed it (: Sometimes, i need some quiet time alone.

Yay met aaron n bertrand at KPOOL at 730. Went down mac to have dinner first. After which they brought me this sua gu to AMK hub. MY FIRST VISIT LA! Pretty hugeeeee n it felt so vivo-lish. Went up back to KPOOL n played afew games. MWAHAHA i won aaron in e last game (: he din let me ok =(

KBOX-ed
n off to meet tony halfway. bertrand waited for me.
Back at kbox, regina, javier n my baby yihua joined us. =D
Im glad everything's fine nw. I know i hurt u, im so sorry. But i promise.... there wont be e next. I'll do my utmost best to stop nother coldwar or whatever from happening. I'll. Loveya (:

Was on e phone with 'EH' till 715am? Mwahahaha...
YES WE DO HAVE LOADS IN COMMON LA.
our ' i dont know.......... I DONT KNOW LA AHHHHHHHHHH'
n
'what i wanted to say huh........... forgot'
YES SHORT TERM MEMORY.
neways.. it was nice chattin with u =)
got me luffin like crazy la.
I think 'eh' hates meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =(
'AIYA JUST PICK blah blah..............'
WTF u chasin me away isit!
tsktsk TOLD U I PICKED U ALREADY!

Woke up by CALLS. bloody hellllllllll AND am i alone at home again? I guess so. If not mum would have started her nags n yells bout me reachin home at 4plus.

Only saw THAT msg when i woke. I don't know what to reply. But i just got really pissed last night/ this morning whatever. Prolly i'm e one being so sensitive n all.. Thinking that u might be hiding things from me. Neway i guess ur msg xplained all. But prolly 'EH' is right...... We live in different worlds.